Saturday 20 February 2016

Dork Diary





Nita sat at her office desk, late in the afternoon watching the rain outside. It’s been eight years since she started working and life had changed drastically but perhaps she had no regrets. She sat thinking about her first day at office when she joined at Kolkata around five hundred kilometres away from her hometown. It was difficult to leave home and go, the tall matchbox style office building seemed scary and it was uneasy to see so many people inside those glass halls pouring over work. Though she had been a decent student all her life and knew all that stuff because of her reading habit, she never had been out of her comfort zone. To say the right word she was a ‘dork’ and almost scared of the public transport, had never used it before and even if she had she had been accompanied by parents or elders! She was scared about the elevators too and never entered it alone. She would wait in the lobby for someone to join her before entering it and once inside would pray that she was not left alone in it. It seemed to her like a monster that would engulf her and never let her out, she had these dreams of getting trapped in an elevator or taking the wrong bus to office and getting down in a completely deserted place. Hilarious isn’t it? But that was the story of her life, she was a nerd and a dork, in fact a complete dork. She was great at writing the toughest code that would crack open the brain of her teammates but was not at all good at cutting a damn piece of onion or making a perfect cup of coffee. The complex was easy for her and the simple appeared to be difficult. It was easy for her to cross the last level of Max Payne unlike other girls but difficult to even use an A.T.M.! Reason? She had simply never done it before.


As she stepped out to the real world she did realise that her coding skills or bookish knowledge won’t help her anymore and there was a lot more to job and life than that.  So, if you are thinking how she survived the reality let me tell you she evolved or rather made an effort to evolve. In the first three years of her career she had changed more than she had in her entire lifetime! She realised that work can be fun too and colleagues can be her friends, that job is not to be taken so seriously as there can be frequent tea breaks during work and a little chit chat that can bring a smile even while doing the most tedious work. That’s how she spend her first one and a half year at Kolkata working and exploring the place where she actually got her lessons for life. So, that city holds a good place in her heart, the narrow lanes, the fish curry, the second hand book stores had their own charm and it has ever since proved to be her second home. She made some great friends, Bengalis, people from North East, Bihar and UP all of them had something pleasant about them, each of them bringing some charming culture. She returned with mixed feelings to her hometown Bhubaneswar after her project shifted there and has been based there for rest of the years. Ever since that travel has been nicer, people have become friends, work has grown interesting and elevators yes the elevators are just the machines that take you upstairs and must be avoided to reduce some weight not because they are scary! So, at last friends do believe in dorks, after all every dork has a day.